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Wanted.
♥ try acting
♥ take up korean and japanese again
♥ memorise all super junior dance steps =D
♥ Give dat pottery thing i made in cambodia to Yesung<3
♥ attend atleast one SUPER SHOW
♥ get tickets for SJ SUPER SHOW >

♥ DO WELL FOR MY PIANO EXAMS
♥ SUPER SHOW II DVD!
♥ SUPER SHOW I DVD
♥ Super Junior M mini album (korean version)
♥ Brown Eyed Girls's autograph =D
♥ my own personal laptop
♥ finish learning Genie, itnw
♥ The Official Suju E.L.F lightstick
♥ Yesung Animal Shirt from ss2
♥ Super Show T-shirt
♥ SUPER JUNIOR's 4th album
♥ KEY's autograph ^^
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Thursday, March 27, 2008 - 7:11 PM

Yay!!!!!! My com is fixed =] lols finally hahahs but at least its faster than the other time my computer was spoiled haha hmmm uhhhhh lets see if I can rmb wat happen over the pass few days and I’m gonna try to type in full =] .
And since if I type everything I’m gonna have a freakin long post so I’ll do it in point form bah lols

22/3/08 (Saturday)

-Woke up and wanted to go online but bloody hell my computer won’t turn on so no computer =.=
-found out that the motherboard burn =.=
-slack around for the whole day at home and felt bored without my computer.
-chatted with Aloysius on the phone since my computer is down
-no computer = no msn = suck = pisses me off hahahs ..

-in the evening went to Jarren’s birthday party and it was uncle steven’s son Wilson’s birthday too so they celebrated together lols and had chocolate fondue but it was invaded by Jillian’s madness lols
-auntie Julie bought the “huang jin lu” DVD and we watched the first few episodes since Jillian was in it and she was like trying to act everything out again and she tried to match wif the timing and she was awesome at it . Sounded like you’re playing the DVD from 2 places at once lols

-went home at about 1++a.m in the morning, was damn tired by the time I was home lols .

23/3/08(Sunday)

-woke up pissed…. Cause of the boredness I was going to face today and practically did nothing =]

24/3/08(Monday)

Our so called long weekend has ended and we’re back to school =.= and I think I saw Genn on the bus but wasn’t sure so didn’t do anything lols

Reached school and went to the canteen with the others and ate quickly since there is roll call or role call or whatever it is but it was 7 =.= and Mrs. Sheri reminded us to get the feedback from our classes on the lockers thingy but I find that its useless luhs putting lockers in the canteen or behind the hall doesn’t make a different and its so bloody far form the classroom which means we can’t put our books in it =.= and its 36/year I think or month can’t remember
Mrs. Sheri also asked who wants to go for the GVSS council investiture I wanted to go but wasn’t sure and she said that we should let the sec 3s get a chance to go =.= kns luhs I want to go =.= although its onli about 3 sec 3 councilors going =.= I want to gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

After morning assembly was art and again Eunice and Regina did not complete their art homework AGAIN they pissed ms koh off and she scolded the whole class…. Eunice seriously have attitude problems and has no manners at all =.= maybe she lives in a Anti-manners or we’ll kill you kind of environment at home she don’t even have basic manners at all luhs =.= moron.. lols after art was chinese and zhang lao shi told me that I PASSSSSSSSSSS *screams and start shouting in class* YAY !!!!!! I PASSSSS WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO =]=]=] ^^^^^^ YAY!!!!!!!! Although teacher didn’t give us back our paper but atleast I pass!!!!!!!!!! Lols
After MT was English had a short cloze passage test I think I fail le bah lols

Started recess duty today and tsz ho was so funny luhs lmao he go round shouting at those in the classroom block hahahs then the sec 1s all run to the canteen or somewhere that isn’t out of bounds
After the first floor was cleared tsz ho and me checked the 2nd floor lols and since some classes started on their CIP and needed their class room for storing their stuff so we let them stay inside for awhile lols
The new sec1 councilors are weird lols they patrol but when there are people that are not suppose to be there they just continue to walk lmao .. =.= lols

So in the end me and tsz ho teach them what to do for recess duty for both 1st floor and 2nd floor and for some reason there is about 6 sec1s and 3 sec 2s lols Pearlyn was on 1st floor duty while me and tsz ho was on second floor duty with some sec 1s 3 on top 3 below lols ..
After the recess bell rang we took the 6 sec 1s and told them to chase the idiots that runs around the hall playing lame shite call catching into the hall to sit down in 2 straight lines and to shut up if they tell you something like “ shut up la councilor so what “ kind of thing just pull them out and tell Mr. Singh =] lols he’ll use the loud hailer and shout at them hahahahas and I don’t think they did a very good job at it though lols everyone was still so noisy hahas but since its their first day so nevermind bah lols

But I stil find their espression so funny lols

Genn& tsz ho : go tell them to go in and line up
Sec 1s : *looks at us and goes uhhhhhhhhhh”
Genn& tsz ho : uhhhh what go la
Sec 1s : *looks stressed*

Lmao so funny luhs hahahhas after every one went back to class I also go back class luhs lols and it was maths! The suckest subject any subject can get lols.
I shifted over to germaine’s place since yanyan sitting over there and I was bored lols
She then showed me a so called poem lols

BITCH

If I’m a bitch
Then you’re a bitch you’re mom’s a bitch, for having a bitch
You’re father’s a bitch for fucking a bitch
So whose the bitch now? Bitch =.=

Lmao lmao lmao lols …. Had dnt and GERM NEVER COME AHHHH lols and apron gloves all with her hahahasbut nevermind bah since I had to leave about 1 period ealier for PA duty lols so I drilled a few holes and walk around lols then go le hahhas

And PA was sickening I so long never touch the systems le then rusty liaos lols but heng luhs everything went smoothly =]
Had our short lunch and reported back for speech day rehearsal lols
Helped ms tan set up the mobile station and then they tell us rehearsal starts at 4 =.= and ms tan told us it starting at about 2.30 =.= idiot lols…
But the new sound system is AWESOME =] lols the stupid rehearsal ended at about 6.05 pm? Lols chiong home to do my cross stitch lols and after my tution I was like so bloody tired hahas bathed and ate something and sleep lols

25/3/08

Can’t remember much only remembered we had cca =] lols

26/3/08

Reached school at about 8? Since got a short meeting with Mr. Ling and found out that he didn’t finish his pre-U studies his result was so good that he left jc and went straight to NUS lmao and he left JC cause the principal don’t let him take 1 extra subject so he left and surprisingly NUS accepted him lmao

And for the rest of the day didn’t do much as usual lesson lesson lesson recess patrol patrol patrol and lesson lesson lesson lols

27/3/08

Today was uhh… nothing much? Lols as usual went to school ate something and went back for morning assembly and bloody hell now the school even cut girls hair omfg la =.= what the hell is wrong with the bloody principal just because his almost bald he didn’t have to express his baldness on the people with long hair and fringe mah =.= bastrd…. =.= oh well can’t really remember bah hahahs and my com came bac!!! Lols that’s why I can post now hahahs =] lols anyways tomorrow we’ll be taking our 2.4 km run and stuff lols lalala~ sure fail le lols…


I know it’s a bloody long post but … too bad =] lols

-stuffedTOY-


Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - 2:37 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY COM SPOIL AHHHHHHHHHHH it went to heaven or hell i duno i onli noe its spoiled lols ... so i'm gonna do a quick post telling everyone dat my com is currently not availible -.- kns i noe lmao no msn no com no posting at home no surfing de net no crapping no chatting wif dear and de others =.= lmao ... so yea duno wats gonna happen to my com maybe gonna go for OP on de cpu or smth =.= lols... and wont be on9 til i get a new com or my old stupid com bac from repairs T.T gonna miss everyone on msn =] lols ... and lets hope my com is bac by nxt week bah so long nber use com le and i'm in de sch library using de com and waiting for de others lols so yea.. BYE BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lols =]


-stuffedTOY-


Friday, March 21, 2008 - 5:02 PM

i'm pissed off and its all because of the stupid art homework i started at about 2.30 and now its alreadi 5 pm and i'm stil not done =.= kns luhs nxt year dun wan take art le lols... =]

hmmmmm lalalalalala~~~ today is good friday! lols altho doesn't really feel any different from a sunday lmao oh well ... art is like that de bah lols and although i put in so much effort and time it looks like shite shite shite lmao and i'm gonna try and post like my cousin JiaRong

today Genevieve woke up with a headache and made everyone in the house pissed off with horrible piano playing she then had her breakfast and continued to piss others off Genevieve then went to watched tv and went daydreaming in her room

at about 2.30 she started on her art homework and till now (5.pm) she has not finished.. =.= and its a miracal dat she hab not smash everything and tear de paper to pieces... =] which is a plus lols...

oh well now Genevieve has to continue painting her stupid homework
*POOF*

-stuffedTOY-


Thursday, March 20, 2008 - 5:16 PM

arrgggggghhhhhhh fine i'm stressed i'm having mood swings i'm crazy i'm mad i'm a failure i'm a nothing-er i'm someone that has nothing euu happy?????? i'm sure you are seeing me this pathatic euu mus be celebrating and feeling entertained by my pathatic-ugly-retarded-failure-ness well do i care? well... used to care but now i'm used to not caring anymore i'm not gonna let you make my life anymore misarable then it is now anyways it can't get anyworse can it?

i'm not borned a failure i'm not a pathatic ugly piece of shite at birth ok i'm wat i am today is because of de 2 people in this world wher by i'm suppose to trust them de most tell them everything and leave my life to them and still it wil be sucessful but now living with them habing no choice but to listen has made me pathatically pathatic and it sucks ok.. it sucks to hab this kind of life.. it sucks to even hab your around for 1 whole fcking day it sucks to keep being so scared dat maybe someday you'll find out something dat you shouldn't it sucks to be habing to lie so many times ... do euu rly think dat i love to lie dat much ? do euu think its fun to lie til i'm used to it till i can lie about almost anything to de 2 of euu ... do you actually think jus because i'm ur daughter you can NOT respect my privacy ? do euu think dat having all this shite to hide is fun? well no its not its sickening and tiring its wat made me so pathatic so disgusting ..

i wasn't like this de last time i wasn't so agitated when your scold me i didn't get angry/sad/agitated/confused/moody so easily last time
you think i dun wan to do well in my studies? who dun wan to do well in their studies get a gd job hab a proper and happy relationship get rich no worries a carefree and meaningful life if everyone can do dat then why are ther stil so many imperfections in life ??? everyone is different and has their own strength and weaknesses are de 2 of euu dat perfect? is ur life as perfect as euu think it is? and always always always euu ppl will tell us work harder pratice makes perfect why didn't euu listen now look euu could hab done better bla bla bla does making us feel even more misarable dhen we are at dat time make our result better wil we do better ? wil we get de kind of results euu wan? if its dat easy everyone would get to go uni no more retainees everyone would be too rich dat litering money on de ground is a crime

when we fail in something is it permanant dat euu hab to scold and nag and scold and nag lik de pacific ocean endless? wil scolding and naging and forcing us to do work help in our result?
i dun understand whats wrong wif euu ppl and i dun think ur understand how is it like in our shoes ur always saying why cant euu jus listen why cant euu jus understand why dun euu try 'being in a parent's shoes well... why dun euu try being in our shoes and see if scolding and stuff make ur result go up infact it jus makes us hate dat subject even more it jus makes our hate for euu even deeper is dat call helping? if it is i tihnk euu should get help imedietly =.= ...

its stressful ... and its driving me mad nobody is borned perfect nobody is borned with de abilities dat ppl hope they hab nobody is borned without weaknesses neither is anyone borned without strength .... so dun take their talents abilities strength for granted ...everyone wants to be apreciated and get attention when they do something good when they dun screw up and like in de movie i not stupid too "as we grow our compliments turn to complaints and leactures" sooner or later we'll deprove and jus lock our doors lock ourselves away from euu jus to escape from you its so obvious yet euu dun notice cuz ur taking it dat every child wil love their parents every child will respect and folo them til de ends of de earth... well... too bad ur wrong i dun care anymore neither do i try to i hab gave up and glad dat i hab ...

i'm no longer de little girl dat wil forgive watever euu do jus becuz ur my parents =.=


omg i feel so much better been keeping it inside for so long and i stil tons of things to write i would love to say it right into their face but obviously i cant or else i tihnk my com and stuff wil go poof* =.= so no choice but to post it up =[ euu ppl can ignore this i didnt ask anyone to read this so shut up and dun ask =.= and i'm stil not sure......

veron thx! for ur help x3333

i duno how to break this to euu......

pratices makes perfect ...but nothing is perfect so why pratice?


- 4:35 PM

lalalala ~ lols tmr is good friday which means.... NO SCHOOL but means no music lesson =.= and since its a public holiday it also means my parents will be at home =.=...

haish... lols today had homeroom and we discussed about our CIP thingy and we've decided that for my group we're gonna sell ginger bread donkeys , chocolate conflakes , chocolate/chocolate chip cupcakes and some cross stich stuff lols lalala~ then had geography and mrs tan went through the common test paper lols after geography was uhh... maths and we pratically did nothing lols only people like jiayi and jummirah they all listen lols.. then the rest just play around or slack lols.. had recess and when everyone assembling me and veron walk walk walk getting people to keep quiet lols and tsz ho shout at the sec 1s cause they don't want to keep quiet then like so fierce lmao =] and then he go hit me and veronica's head =.= hahahas

went back for english and ms tan just ask the rest of the groups to present and the class don't want listen and made so much noise =.= ms tan got pissed off and say nxt week got test on monday and tuesday =.= retarded.... lols

had mother tongue and got test =.= .... think fail le la lols can barely read the passage luhs lmao ... then it was lunch break lols and when they were assembly again me and veron got hit on the head by tsz ho again =.= lols but since its not like he hit till like hammer so nevermind luhs lmao ... =]

had literature!! lols i think literature is the only subject that i really pay attention to and actually copy the notes on the board lmao .
after literature go find mrs tan and germaine need copy the stuff in the file =.= so ke lian lols so we went back to the classroom pei her awhile gufran also need stay back so pariz , rahman , faiz stay back with him so while waiting for germaine and gufran we talk and play lo lols at about 3+ me and jaskiran went back first since we're not suppose to stay in school lols

so reach home le changed and ate a little something and so now i'm using com =] lols lalalala~~



-stuffedTOY-


am i really sure what i want? .... why can't i think clearly and just decide... why am i so unsure about this.... will i really regret it?


Wednesday, March 19, 2008 - 5:09 PM

oookkk lols today was erm... ok? lols quite fun bah and ms tan came for relief again! lols dritical writing til now haven finish lols had science and it was boring? lols after dat was maths and ms tan relief lols =] dhen had english and me aishah germ and yanyan made 1 group and we got de topic disadvantages of dressing like our friends lmao so funi luhs we write erm... cuz we would look lik clones on de street and germ wrote cuz they are people dat wear their underwear on de outside which wil make us look lik morons lols aishah also wwrote some stuff lols and we gave example hello kitty, ultramna,superman lmao dhen so fun luhs lmao ..

dhen umm had cme? lols think so bah and mrs lim talked about the "world war" in our class and stuff dhen after sch pariz rahman faiz genny jaskiran had a so called debate bah duno luhs dhen rahman and faiz got so angry and mr shafie also came in starrted shouted at pariz so scary luhs i almost cry sia hahas dhen after awhile we tlak talk talk le dhen settle liaos and they live happily ever after~~~ lols ok dat sounded wrong lols.... oh well dhen foloed germ go de wood machine room thingy and pei germ awhile lols cuz nid help her fren do her dnt project or smth dhen after awhile me and shumin go bac 1st so took de bus and bla bla bla and heng we didnt miss de bus this time hahahs =] when reach home le heng my father not at home hahas so use com =]=] lols lalalalla~~~~


-stuffedTOY-

how am i gonna tell euu this... even tho i'm not veri sure at this point ...


Tuesday, March 18, 2008 - 6:57 PM

Finally I’m updating lols my blog is gonna be dead soon lolls… oh well I’m lazy =] what to do? Lols... Anyways today met shumin on the bus, and chatted while taking the bus to school =] lols... oh well lalalala~~ reached school and ate a bit after morning assembly was mother tongue writing and I totally didn’t do anything not even write my name on the paper ><… lols and I was like so bloody sleepy so decided to chiong my geography homework

After MT writing was English and we had a complaint letter test lols and the address I wrote was like...Crap? Lols anyways hope can pass bah since its included in de overall marks for mid year exam I think =.= lols …

Today’s Chinese lesson was fun? Lols we talk and talk and talked bout random stuff lols and suddenly jump topic till shumin is 2 cm when she was in nursery hahahs and we talk until something about some big house lols big till no need to buy the treadmill just run around the house can already lols … and because after bathing then walk to the living room already sweaty and tired le so go back bathe again so the cycle repeats and repeats which means he/she’s life revolves around the toilet =] lols and germaine laugh til lik mad luhs lmao and yanyan accidentally go hit my head hahahahs and zhang lao shi say must hand in the ying yong wen so chiong finish luhs but in the end didn’t finish cause don’t know what to write and I PASS THE DON’T KNOW WHAT CHINESE COMPO TEST WOOOHOOOO FINALLY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Had recess eat talk eat talk eat talk lols and she has literally nothing to say if she doesn’t insult or laugh at others lmao =.= after recess and when everyone assembled I pei jaskiran find afew of the other councilors to inform them about the change of the meeting time and ms wong was like so unhappy lmao , went back to class and had science =.= as usual mrs lim scold scold scold scold eesh =.= and we started on the topic Transfer of heat and she say fair people get cancer easily and look at me =.= moron =.= …..

After that was geography and we finally got back our common test paper and I scored 36/60 omg luhs don’t know what happen to me got top for class test and scored like shite for common test =.= lols tsk tsk oh well even mrs tan also ask me what happen why get so low and say that I could have got an A =] lols haish.. lols after geog had pc mrs lim continued her science crap =.=

Me yanyan and juvena went to the library to look for some recipes for our cip project but in the end also didn’t find anything lols… waited for jaskiran since she went home to change into her P.E attire lols

And slack around till about 4 P.M went for cca and boring luhs jus sit and walk around then dismiss le lols =.=

Took bus home and so now using com =] lols lalala~


-stuffedTOY-


Friday, March 14, 2008 - 10:58 PM

ookkk.... today went to my mother's boutique and she made me work lik a slave =.= Geneviev iron this Genevieve hang these up Genevieve... this and dat =.= kns luhs dun wan go ther le lols and i cut my hair today hahas cut shorter abit since so long liaos lols so yea after de long long long day at work i took almost 45 mins of mrt bac and took 359 to tution and it was boring-ish.. lols didnt do much jus talk talk talk and copied some ans lols so come bac le now using com lo lols... i'm bored lalalala now chatting wif dear lols and my brother has 100% talent at sucking at playing de piano lmao watching him play afew simple notes can send me off laughing lik some mad moron lmao oh well wat to do? he is a moron! lols =.=

oh well lalala~ tmr duno luhs nth much happening in de holidays and its gonna be over soon lols..

-stuffedTOY-


Wednesday, March 12, 2008 - 8:01 PM

FINALLLLLY bac form sch lols ... today got woken up by a phone call at 6.30 am lols... jaskiran called me so freakin early euu noe for wat?? to ask if wear sch skirt or P.E shorts =.= lmao ... oh well lalala~~~

dhen got ready to go to sch reach sch at about 7.35 and waited for jaskiran so saw jonas chatted for awhile and de rest come le dhen foloed by jaskiran and veron and we went up to de ava room
and after we settled dwn le dhen lik mus sit in groups dhen since nid stream mix gender mix racial mix my group became me,veron,jaskiran,naeem,airian and bryan lols

dhen played afew ice breakerslik "Honey Do You Love Me" and mrs sheri got onto her knees luhs omg larhs so funi lmao and shah tio also lols bryan and husni also tio and albin rocks at this game luhs lmao he was lik acting gay dhen touch here touch ther lmao dhen they all run lols and shiver hahhahahs after de ice breakers we did some brainstorming on mahjong paper we were suppose to write out 3 qualities dat a leader shld hab and pin it up on de wall or de whiteboard thingy lols foloed by all of us going round and see dhen lik if we hab dat quality nid write our name somewher near dat word lo lols .... and came up wif some ideas on improving de council board and de sch also dhen present present le had teabreak =] lols and it was nice hahas me veron and jaskiran walk out de ava room dhen saw this couple of duno who ... was lik arms around each other dhen wah so qin mi lols dhen walk walk walk dwn de corridor hahas me and veron was lik *stares* "uuhhhhhhh hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhaas" dhen tse ho also walk out of de ava room and was lik "yes finally break" *stares at couple* *wif arms in de air* LOL he lik frozen lidat lmao lmao lmao dhen me and veron saw him again when we going dwn de stairscase and imitated de couple dhen make tse ho laugh lols he laugh til so funi hahas lik erm... hmm duno how describe la lik cute but not cute but lidat lmao

after our break we were suppose to watch some cids on leadership and dhen suddenly got this debate thingy between mrssheri and de excos and some of de sec 3s lols ddrag til so long luhs lols and singyee and virgil jiawen was lik wah luhs lols ... and they were talking bout some duno wat la smth lik losing de desire to lead and duno wat no chance to lead bla bla bla dhen nadrah finally end de whole thing by saying smth lik when de day dat they were given de chance to be councillors dat was de chance given for them to take de lead bla bla bla...~~ lols

and we had lunch it was alright altho didnt rly feel lik eating since my stomach was aching lik hell lidat lols and force myself to eat luhs since cfm veri long dhen my nxt meal de lols

continue talking bout proactive-ness and stuff and also continued to watch de short clips on leaderships lols

after we were done had our 2nd tea break and this time it was chocolate muffin!!! lols so nice luhs =]=] hahahhhas ><...

after dat was our project discussion thingy lols me,tse ho, abdullah,daniel,phillp,bryan,swee teng,trixie , jaskiran , siti nadiah, jummirah , veronica lols dhen we discuss bout de project thingy dat we were suppose to do for de year and we decided to do a short video on de challenges as mrs sheri calls it lols challenges dat crestians face in sch life adapting from primary sch to sec sch and stuff lidat and de diff problems de upper sec face lik how are they dealing wif thier studies and stuff lols dhen in my group we broke to smaller groups and me tse ho and jaskiran formed 1 sub group

daniel says dat we nid to submit a graft on wat we gonna film for de project by nxt wednesday lols........ =.= lalalalala~~ and i found out smth today tse ho eats lik drinking water =.= lmao and jaskiran went mad wif blutack or smth lols altho veron left early but we were able to finish it somehow now left come up wif de wat to film and doing de actual filming lols

today mrs sheri lik trying to seduce ppl or smth lmao and at 6pm finally we were dismissed and it was rainning lik mad luhs lols so no choice had to take 2 bus home 1st took 358 to interchange and took bus 3 to oppisite meridian JC so walk walk walk dhen reach home le had dinner and bathe so now using com and gtg soon le my father force me do my hw =.= ... lols =]

tmr got IT lesson and i'm meeting germ yanyan jaskiran for breakfast at whitesands lols

-stuffedTOY-


In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing if the wrong thing , and the worst thing you can do is nothing


Tuesday, March 11, 2008 - 10:34 AM

ookkk i'm gonna try and upload de few pics i wanted to post dat day lols ommmmmmm ~

uploading in process* ommmmmmmmm





yay our group photo!!
x33333


my test paper!!!!





this is de full pic wif some extra stuff
can euu find me? lols


yay !!!! lols i duno wat to say for this
but.. yay!!!!!


x3333333333333








lmao some randomness =]





my cousin ashley =] lols so cute





their pet SPOT =]

another 1 of my cousin jiarong =]
i duno why i post his pic up but... who cares =]
lmao..

my stupid badge woohoo~


lols ok.. IT WORKS hahahs lalal~ and i'm stuck home for today and i'm bored lalalala~ tmr got meeting sian =.= til so late somemore lols ..


-stuffedTOY-


Monday, March 10, 2008 - 1:55 PM

de holidays hab started but it doesn't feel any different lols.......

i'm in no mood to talk bout anything and i duno why... i'm jus posting for de sake of posting ...
and crap i'm so tired everything ish getting suckier and suckier by de day
and i duno why i get irritated so easily.. abit onli i get so pissedd off but jus kept quiet since i dun see de point in shouting bac.... i wasn't lik this when i was in primary sch i dun even lose my temper in sch onli at home .. but now... wat happen to me.. i'm crying over every single thing.. my ambition isn't to be a singapore water source but i jus dun get it.. why do i feel so fcked up over little things...



-stuffedTOY-

dun make promises euu cant keep...
empty promises won't do u or me any good..


Sunday, March 9, 2008 - 5:52 PM

hmm today ish a sunday lols well ther hasn't been much sun today hahahas lalala~~ bored luhs nth much la today lols... i tried uplaoding de photos but for some reson my stupid com keep dc-ing when i try to upload de pics =.= oh well lalala~~~ too bad lols >< ... another day dhen upload bah hahas >< ...



-stuffedTOY-

what de hell ish wrong wif me...
why do i get irritated so easily..
i wasn't lik this last time .....
ther are so many things i'm not sure anymore.
jus wat de hell is wrong wif me..


Saturday, March 8, 2008 - 5:11 PM

i forgot i nid to go to sch today lmao hahahs lalalala~~~

today went out with dear to tampines actually wan watch L changes the world but de onli show left was at 9+++ so we watched leap years instead hahas bot de 2.20 show and dhen left about half hr til de show started so we walk around and round and round window shopping and wasting time hahahas but dear lik so shy lidat hahahs =x

hmm b4 de show start we go buy smth to eat luhs dhen went in see de advertisments hahas lalala~~~

de show not bad luhs li-ann so erm.. i duno say ish stupid or sweet lmao oh well lalalala~~~

duno post wat luhs bubaluuu~~ hahas and heng my parents nber call germaine cuz i gave my mother her number hahahs ... ><... maybe ltr go over to nicole de hse take de adobe cd cuz nid return germ lols =]

i'm getting confuesd... wth luhs =.=

-stuffedTOY-


Friday, March 7, 2008 - 8:15 PM

SUN BURN AHHHHHH RULDOLPH AHHHH =.= kns luhs and i'm going out wif dear tmr T.t so ugly lols my nose red red de hahahs ><... oh well today is de last day of de term altho i tihnk my holidays ish even busier dhen de normal days lols and its sucky hahas lalala

had cheering competition today and we didnt win anything cuz our class ish so freakin sucky and fcked up =.= kpkb everytime de stupid luhs eesh.... canot hear de music stil blame me =.= wow i got test it b4 de actual thing b4 arhs?? nber rite how de hell would i noe wat volume to play it at moron =.= dhen in de end we didnt win anything watever luhs our cheer is sucky from de begginning anyways ..

and 4/8 won almost everything luhs hahahs and they hav class tee and class jackets omg luhs so nice larhs but cfm veri ex and obviously my stupid class would love to hab it but wont wan to pay for it =.= morons.... bloody mofos =.=

after cheering competition i lik got headache lidat haish.... crap luhs oh well didnt rly go care about my stupid head and we went to elias to hab lunch and dhen we took bus to dwntown and walked to de assembly area sit around and waited from lik 2.30 to about 4 dhen our turn to run wth luhs and i was getting sunburn larhs bloody hell...... when it was finally our turn i was lik dun wan run =.= lols ... and me and yanyan and genny kerene and 1 de 2/5 de girl we walked de whole thing lols and walked for 1 hr 15 mins hahahahahs wif de npcc ppl on duty de lik nid folo de last ppl incase get lost or smth duno luhs lmao ... dhen we talk talk talk dhen walk slowly taking our time hahas by de time we reach de finishing line we stil lik as tho we hab been sitting dwn somewher doing nth lidat hahas

oh well dhen we sit under de stupid sun cuz they nid gib out prizes dhen so long larhs and mr ong keep 3 cheers 3 cheers i slap ur face 3 times arhs =.= ... lols dhen after we were finally dismissed pariz go trow some stone la dhen hit my fore head dhen lik i dun even noe wat hit me and dhen lik got sand fly somewher and abit went in jiayi de eye and she so kua zhang la pls abit of sand wash away can liaos mah =.=
waaaaaaah i'm amazed lehs mus stand ther cry cry cry dhen as if gonna die lidat i tio hit also nber say anything she mus make til de whole dam thing so lik big deal lidat dhen kpkb make til everyone so fcked up i got baluku alreadi also nber do anything and jus walk off and euu abit of sand mus make til as tho de plane engine blow ur eyeball out arhs moron la stupid everytime also lidat dhen so negative keep fail le fail le veri fun arhs dhen onli noe how gib stupid and useless comments nth gd to say dun say la nobody will die from not listening to ur negative comments.... i think if euu would go mute i would actually apreciate it =.= and almost everything euu say ish rubbish ok always gib stupid excuses when euu do smth wrong funi arhs? gib stupid excuses everytime think everything wil be ok ?? well its not ok.. moron and ur excuses are so dam fake larhs =.= .... kns lau jiayi FCK EUU whole day make such a big deal out of everything =.= making a big deal out of every single thing veri fun arhs getting all de attention fun issit??? its bring de class reputation dwn larhs pls.. =.= it makes de class fcked up and ended up hating each other and quarreling euu tihnk all de teachers so goddammit free to settle ur bloody little problems issit idiots......



crap sunburn til lik veri wat sia lmao tmr no face go see dear hahahas ><...

-stuffedTOY-


dear wo ai niiiiii x33333 ^^
hahas imagine tmr we meet up and euu see my ruldolph nose ><... lols
so ps hahash
muacksx33333333


Wednesday, March 5, 2008 - 4:54 PM

I'M TIRRREEEEDDDD!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH I'M TIRED I'M TIRED I'M TIRED I'M T-I-R-E-D !!!!!!!!!!!! ARRGGGHHH SCH IS OUT TO TORTURE TIRED PPL AHHHH =.= ...

haish........ lik habing mood swing lidat oh well alalala~~ today went to sch at about 6.45 dhen ate abit and went for meeting wif de other councillors came up wif a dumb name of shabuladingdong
hahahhas altho is germaine invent de but lalalal~~~~ lols ><.. hahas dhen discuss discuss lalal and went abc to class helped jaskiran wif her sci hw and waited for germ and we went dwn to de canteen to eat! lols .. after dat genny juvena yanyan all come le dhen eat eat eat dhen mr ling come chase us out of de canteen cuz gonna hab morning assembly le lols met shumin at de staircase lols.... after morning assembly was critical writing wakao i chiong finish dhen go slp luhs so dam tired hahas guess i'm getting old le or smth i keep forgetting this and dat this and dat =.= tmd luhs 1st i forgot to bring my geog file dhen de nxt day i bring i forgot to take my geog workbook =.= and dat time mrslim wan collect sci file i alreadi file everything le but i forgot to bring it =.= and ytd i even do de english stuff dat i nber finish de and i forgot to take my file ... de stupid sci hw also inside =.= ahhhhhhhhhh de stupid councillor camp form also i forgot to let my parents sign it de stupid travel form also lidat AARRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pekcek.....haish.... ~~~~~~ had 1 period of science and teacher go tru de workbook on chap 14 effects of heat or smth lidat larhs was falling aslp le. after sci was 2 period of maths and ms woon finally start on a new topic graphs!! lols lik quite simple bah ...atleast lik easier dhen algebra lols... >.<... and de stupid bois MAKE SO MUCH NOISE kns larhs wan listen also canot so i jus sit ther and look outside and do nth lols had recess and dhen assemble le went bac to class for english and heng luhs ms tan nber come so another ms tan came to relief us and our class ish lik her fans or smth see her onli all start screaming or smth dhen in class i wan slp germ wont let me =.= lols so they talk talk talk and sit on de floor around my place while de rest of de class went to rape ms tan or smth lols.... dhen we had cme and mrslim talked bout de CIP project dat we are suppose to do nid do fund raising dhen bring de students from de duno wat student care ppl to under water world =.= aiya duno wat la so sian lidat dhen lik trying so hard to stay awake hahas.... after dat i today skiped cheer pratice and came home cuz too tired to face thos morons and their bloody rubbish.. and it was raining!!!! i wan slp.. lols but no umbby so me germ and yanyan waited at de gate ther and saw a earthworm trying to grab on anything it could find but unfortunatly ther was nth but rain and it was on a slope so lik trying to go against a waterfall or smth hahas and de earth slowly drop drop drop dhen fell into de drain lik thingy and got flushed away into de drain pipe lols... dhen saw yanyan and she lend me her unbrella so heng luhs hahas and chiong home but in de end lik no umbrella lidat stil go home drenched...... lmao.. came bac bathe dhen go slp slpslpslp wake up le eat abit so now using de computer hahas =] and also waiting for dear to online lalalala~~ *waiting * lols ... sian luhs so sick and tired of my stupid class.....




and euu couple of morons dun trust me dun trust me larhs but jus becuz euu ppl no life doesn't mean i no life rite whole day keep me at home wan go to whitesands hab lunch wif my frens also canot arhs even if euu let me go also mus gib telephone number my fren de number go wher go til wat time go wif who wtf ur problem larhs think wat ?? interview arhs =.= ... and wats wrong wif going out wif ur frens once a week its not lik i everyday go til late at nite rite?? did i ? no i didnt .. =.= and going out wif ur frens once a month ISH NOT ALOT !!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT EUU COUPLE OF IDIOTS JUS UNDERSTAND DAT NOT ALOT its bloody irritating to noe dat whenever my frens ask me to go out wif them i dun even nid to ask la cfm no de ur every friday nite also go out wat dhen me lehs??? euu pieces of shite wats wrong if euu ppl i'm alreadi 14 not 4 yrs old neither am i some retarded kid dat cant even take care of myself from outside de bloody house and euu whole day keep tell ppl to shut up when ur slping but did euu spare a thot for others euu leave hse at 11 for work I LEAVE AT 6.10 FOR HEAVEN SAKE 6.10 AM IN DE MORNING AND COMES BAC AT 7++++++++++ PM ALMOST EVERYDAY I'M EVEN MORE TIRED DHEN EUU LEHS AND WHEN I'M TRYING TO SLP EUU GO ROUND SCREAMING AND LAUGHING AT SOME FCKED UP TELEVEISION PROGRAMME and when ur in a bad mood oh wow veri big deal meh???? trow tantrums dhen show attitute to ppl dhen go make other ppl also not happy and all come blame me arhs ??? when i was jus minding my own business and euu ppl suddenly drag every thing in and scold all euu lik i watching tv euu jus suddenly change de ch i change de ch onli euu kpkb lik some big fck lidat and so wat if i'm ur bloody daughter also mus respect rite so wat if euu own de stupid television doesn't gib euu de right to change de ch as and when euu wish when others are watching WHER UR MANNERS LARHS STIL SAY ME =.= _I_I_I_I_I_ =.=......


-stuffedTOY-

aaaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhh wats wrong wif me.... =.= keep forget this forget dat wth luhs

dear i love you i'm sorry i cant tell euu some stuff but i'll tell euu someday but not now =]
muacks x33 ^^





Tuesday, March 4, 2008 - 8:57 PM

hmmm today was so bz luhs ><... lols 1st had roll call in de morning and mrs sheri say nxt tuesday got so called councillor camp when its jus a 1 whole long day of meeting =.= lmao went bac to de class rm and had morning assembly since it was raining and de parade ground was wet lols... had chinese reading and almost fell aslp =.= lmao dhen anyhow write rubbish and fell aslp i think lols duno luhs cant rmb dhen it was english ms tan did file-ing with us and i think i hab about 4 worksheets missing lmao and de ones dat i didnt lose mostly undone de oh well after file-ing we went to de library for a while and dhen we chat chat chat at de long long table lols after english was chinese de and.... ZHANG LAO SHI NBER COME YAY!!!!!!!! but we suppose to hab 2 period free dhen while waiting for de relief teacher de fire alarm sounded lmao kns luhs can hab 2 free period 1 lehs.... lmao oh well hden listen to annoucement and me and jaskiran rushed to de assembly area which was de hall ...waited for zhen qiang to bring de attendence board for all de classes to de hall and i took 1/7 de and went over to 1/7 and asked all thier register number as i went dwn ticking their names for thos dat are here lmao dhen lik so stupid lidat hahahs and after done we walk around keeping them quiet and mr shafie pulled out some ppl cuz keep talk talk talk lols oh well~ lalalala lols after dat was recess and blardy hell de que was dam long lols... had science and heng i last min chiong do abit for de weekend homework so dun nid stand outside lols and almost half de class went outside hahas and i tried staying a wake and almost got caught for falling aslp in class ahhahahs ><... after science was geog and mrs tan talked bout de hydroponics thingy and duno wat agriculture thingy hahahhas dhen got assembly and got this few ppl from de singapore army come play violin violla cello and de double base lols duno wat la i'm not familiar wif de string family hahas lalalal~ and dhen after dismissal me ,germ,jiayi,juvena went to whitesands juvena and jiayi had de student meal thingy while me and germ had oreo cheese cake and fries =]=] niceeeeee hahahas =]=] oh well...~~~~ lalala dhen we went up stairs to take neoprint and finally persuaded yanyan to take neoprint with us lmao.. ><... lalalala~~ and rushed bac to sch for cca lols and ms tan told me i will be on duty for speech day =.= kns lols so many rehersal dhen til so late =.= hahahhas lalal after cca chatted wif germ and yanyan dwnstairs for awhile and dhen chiong home lo bathe eat and do abit of english hw dhen use com lo lols.... lalalalala~~ -stuffedTOY- dear now dat i'm on duty for speech day cfm even more busy de ... T.T
but after dat somehow i'll try to make time to spend with euu ^^ muacksx33
i love you..x333333333333333 =]


Monday, March 3, 2008 - 9:56 PM

FINALLLLYYYYYY WE FINALISED DE BLOODY CHEER WOOHOOOOOOO =]
LOLS lalala today had reading period and continued reading de book i bot dat day hahahs i tihnk i jus now during tution read til left afew pages onli hahas oh well lalala~ and dhen after reading was ermm.....art and de best thing bout it today was MS KOH NBER COME =]=]=] lols and ms tan relief us for 2 whole periods hahahs dhen de class so noisy luhs lmao and dhen me,germ,yanyan,shumin play this stupid game called umm.... slap ubie ubie lols and its lik 1 person start dhen he/she call 1 person de name and dat person hab to slap de person left or right next to her/him and it continues til someone shouts ouch or watever noise la canot say anything jiu dui le =] lmao dhen after art was chinese lesson and me,genny,germ,yanyan,marcus and duno who la nid stand for de whole lesson cuz nber do de stupid compo =.= i think i got xiao hai chi dai zhen cuz i literally forgotten bout so many things lmao .... lalala~ dhen had 1 period of english and ms tanyanling was going tru de weekend homework which i amazingly could find it after it being in my bag for so long ahahahhas anad i tihnk she forgot bout collecting spontanous or smth hahahs and i jus read my book lo while she bla bla bla lols ><.... recess was normal larhs nth special hahhas and had 1 period of maths and I FAIL AHHHHHH AHHHHHH AHHHHHHH SO MANY X X X X X X X EVERYWHER AHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH DHEN OVERALL ADD TEST 2,3,4 I FAIL BY 1.5 MARKS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH ......=.=lmao .... haish..dhen had D&T and it was boring ..sort of... hahahahs after dnt was assembly and IT SUCKS SOME STUPID SESSION WIF DE BLOODY PRINCIPAL DHEN HE KPKB ON duno wat ppl cant listen to instructions and stuff.....=.=

had a short break and went for cheer pratice and it was ok bah atleast in de end we finalized de stupis dam bloody thing dat we were suppose to finish LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG AGO lmao..... oh well alllalala~~~ this friday ish de cheering competition le and if we dun win anything dhen too bad wif de bloody attitute thos idiots hab been showing us i wont be surprise dat we wont win =.= ......DOT LA ....kns luhs so fed up wif them le =.=lalalla~ after cheer pratice we took afew photos wif jaskiran shumin and genny lols and chhhhhhhiooooooonnnnnnnggggggg for tution lols dhen after tution le dhen come home ate abit and now blogging hahahahs =]=]

tmr got cca hohohohoh ^^ and de pics another day post lol si noe i promised to post alot of photos but i'm lazy wat to do? nth.. lmao lalala~

dear i miss you i'm sorry i cant spend so much time wif euu cuz of sch i'm sorry ><.... i love you x333 muackss..x3333 ^^


Sunday, March 2, 2008 - 7:29 PM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Faiz haven send me de watever song they wan for stupid intro at de start of de cheer ahhhhhhhhh lols and de stupid hustle song i dl-ing but TAKE SO LONG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lols oh well not my fault luhs they say wan send me but til now haven send and teacher wan it by tmr lmao ....


hmm today arhs uhh.... woke up at about 7.50am lidat dhen walk around de hse and went to my rm and read my new book i bot ytd lols [[P.S I Love You]] dhen i today dhen noe it was made into a movie and now showing lmao so maybe wan go watch hahhas but stil prefer to watch L changes de world =] lols hahahs hmm after read read read le dhen go hab breakfast had scrambled eggs and sausages and some orange juice =] hahahahs dhen use com awhile and chatted wif james genn germ and dear ^^ lols and messed wif photoshop and made about 3 dp =] hahahhas altho all roughly de same larhs aiya but nth to do mah hahahhas


hmm jus now about 1+++ went to my cousin de ahma de hse cuz our great grandfather death anni ><.. lols so went ther eat eat and sit around wait for jiarong and jiawen to come lols jiarong come le dhen eat eat eat dhen we chat chat chat le he go changi to help out his uncle at de bbq seafood stall ther lols ><.. lalalalalal~~~ so sit around awhile more and dhen had dinner over ther also and came home so now waiting for de song to finish dl-ing and dhen burn it into de cd and I'M DONE WOOHOO lols... and my spontanous writing stil haven finish =.= I HAB 8 ARTICLES AHHHHHHH lols =] lalalallalala~~~~ tmr got cheer pratice ~ =.= haish sian luhs lols..


waiting for dear to on9 ^^ x33



-stuffedTOY-



here are de pics
hahas its tru horhs hahas =]
hahas another 1 =]
this was made for james de for his gf =] ahahs
lalala nth liaos lalala~~~~


Saturday, March 1, 2008 - 5:37 PM

dear it doesn't matter lols also not ur fault dat ur bz hahahs =] lalala~ ^^ muacks x3333

hmm postpone it to nxt week instead since dear nid go his ah ma hse lols...><..

today woke up at about 9+++ and ate some duno wat larhs my mummie buy de lik so er xin lidat x.x dhen wait for them to go work and used com dear not on9 T.T so chatted wif germ genn james and some others luhs lols and was messing wif de photoshop brushes and de diff stuff luhs lols since boreeeeed hahahahahhas =]

my father called bac say he on de way bac le so i go slp lo dhen jus wake up hahahas so now postpostpost hohohoho~~ =] aiya nth much la today everytime weekend also so boring de hahas
blablabla~~


-stuffedTOY-


dear its not ur fault =]
woainix333333
muacks^^